Friendly…

Hello. How are you? I am well. Thank you.

With one, will we ever see it differently?

With one, will we ever see it the same?

With one, what will it come to in order for you to see it the way I do?

So many questions I have.

Ah, I remember reading in a book that said it is necessary for us to bring our faults and illusions into the light. I interpret that this way, bring everything you have to the Light of Truth and discover that you are okay and have only lived in fear and illusion.

Why am I saying this? Because I think of you and wonder about our communication, or lack there of.

In my mind, there is nothing that can tear us apart. I feel like the beginning of the world started from a seeking of experience that we did not have before. And now, we are having this experience. There is so much to learn in the world we live in.

There are some of us that are going crazy (in a good way) with all there is to do on Earth. I say, have fun. Amen. I am. Amen.

However, there may be some people who are suffering the cost of believing illusions. What illusions am I talking about? This is where we come to a paradox. In my mind, it is possible for someone to believe in anything, and it will come true for them. This is our birthright, given from the higher power. Amen.

So, you could say something like, “I could go have ice cream with a friend,” and it could come true. Amen. Ah. There is much in the world that we view as bad or negative. I have something to say about that. Negativity, in reality, does not exist. Why do I feel this way? Because in my heart and mind, I feel the Higher Power would not create anything that could hurt us.

Ah, values. I too walk around and say, I don't want to get involved with that, but something else looks okay to try, or get involved in. Why is that? Could it be because I have learned that certain things aren’t for me? And others are?

What if someone enjoys something that you stay away from. Like, for example, a beer. I personally enjoy having a beer from time to time. It relaxes my mind and creates an interesting aura or halo around my experience. It could be looked at as funny in a way, that I would want to have that experience.

But some people could say, “Beer isn’t healthy.” Or, “I don’t like that taste.” That’s fine too. But I would disagree with the “healthy” comment because I just told you that I enjoy a beer.

Anyway, when it comes to life or living on Earth, I guess what I’m saying is, when we feel bad or are suffering in any way, we can always remind ourselves that the higher power has no intention of us living out our lives feeling badly. In my mind, my higher power wants good things for me. Sometimes, it has appeared in my life, that a good thing or something I value as good, may not be necessary to have in order for me to be happy.

For example, all my dreams that have never come. The girl I thought was for me, but wasn’t.

My higher power has shown me that these experiences were not for me, at least not at the time I thought they were.

Recently, I’ve been living more and more in the present, not demanding or dictating what experiences I have in life, but taking myself where I am in the moment, and asking, with all I am aware of, "Where are you Travis, in this moment?”

It has led me to living a more carefree experience. I am hear to say, that not everyone understands me to the fullest extent. This may or may not be true, but I said it. So many times have I looked at the people in my life and said to myself, “I do not want to get involved with that energy. It seems like there is something there that could hurt me. I don’t like pain. I’ll stay away.” (Ah, this conversation could go in many directions.)

Take a person who thinks he will win some type of competition if he has sex with your wife. Or someone else who thinks there’s something wrong with you, who sets up a situation that he thinks will fix you. Amen.

I’ve dealt with both, seemingly.

It makes me sad in a way, but I do turn my back on people who behave in this way. Why? Because I do not want to get involved with their energy. I don’t want what they are about to be in my personal experience.

There. I said it. Now, from a certain perspective, it may seem fearful or ludicrous that I would want someone out of my life. However, I do recognize it’s only for a time. And also, I recognize there effort to be happy in treating me a certain way. But, I see that there misguided effort will not make them happy in the end.

I guess what I am trying to say is, I am there for them as door into what I value and want to experience. But, they are not able to have me in their life with the thoughts a pursuits they are currently interested in. This, I feel, is normal. I am generally very happy and positive. When I get around people with negative energies, I simply walk away.

It can be said that some situations appear, despite the negative energies present, to be valuable for what could come in the long run. I think of marrying someone who is confused about life, but still a beautiful person, as this type of situation. However, it’s hard to tell what will come of certain people at times. What if they never turn to the light? What if they don’t want to see it the way you do. I walk away.

In my realm of understanding, I don’t try and hurt people at all. Why do some people feel that hurting others is okay? Ever.

Some would say, Travis, are you afraid of being hurt? And I would say, yes and no.

Ah, in my life I have felt many things, many types of energies. I don’t believe I enjoyed all of them. I have seen people who would do anything to defeat me in some way, in some foreign competition. But I say to them, “who is the competition real to?” Not me.

I’m done with those types of people. They can come to me when they want to experience something a little more honest and loving. Amen.

I wish them the best, but have better things to do.

Anyway, I hope you are having a good day.

Bye.

-Travis